-14.2 Anxiety Disorders, OCD, and PTSD
In reading chapter 14 (Psychological Disorders), I was interested to review mental disorders from a different perspective than when I took psychology in high school. Back then I was always looking for an explanation as to why I felt certain ways and did certain things. For example, if I thought that I heard or saw something that couldn’t have actually been there, I would automatically suspect that I was having symptoms of schizophrenia. Or if I was happy one day and sad the next, I was most definitely bipolar. In retrospect, I was surely just going through normal teenage emotions and my anxiety no doubt had a factor in my overanalysis of my brain. I have always had rocket high anxiety, more specifically
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It wasn’t until middle school that I became extremely introverted and afraid of social contact. I remember that despite having repressed near every memory from fifth and sixth grade, I can recall the paralyzing fear of even having smalltalk with my deskmates, to the point where in seventh and eighth grade people were shocked to hear me have conversation with friends, commenting on how they had never heard me talk so much as in that moment. I was finally diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression in freshman year of high school where I was put on meds, but I always knew that I was different. Everyone around me when I was younger were able to have sleepovers and have inseparable best friends while I got anxious from direct eye contact. Sometimes I wonder If finally being diagnosed made me almost seem more normal. I wasn’t afraid of being judged and humiliated without reason anymore, but rather was validated that I wasn’t alone in my awkwardness. I think that the realization that I wasn’t as different as I had previously thought helped me heal more than therapy ever did or ever …show more content…
This news wasn’t exactly news to me, as the year that preceded the diagnosis was one of my darkest, but certainly scared my mom enough to do everything that she could to make me happier. I’d say that eighth grade to sophomore year of highschool was the time where depression hit me the hardest. Unlike now, where depressive episodes are less frequent and are composed of shorter amounts of time, back then they lasted months at a time and left me unable to get out of bed and perform normal functions. I spent so long trying to identify the exact point in time that triggered the start of having these episodes, but have in retrospect come to understand that not just one thing happened to make me depressed nor was this illness just in my genes. Rather I've come to the conclusion that my mental illnesses are a result of a combination of nature and
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), is an anxiety
PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) occurs often in war veterans who are scarred by events they witness in combat. Along with the PTSD that can develop with a soldier comes home, OCD can also develop from PTSD. Situations such as starting at a new school, starting a new job, or ending a relationship can contribute to OCD, but that is not very often. Traumatic situations that involve injury or harm may lead to fear, so that person becomes terrified of being afflicted by that same trouble again. For example, children with traumatic experiences in their childhood may develop OCD, but different children will react differently to trauma.
This disorder altered my life in ways I could never imagine. I felt dismantled, confused, hurt, mad, and scared all covered by a cloud of anxiety and sadness that hovered me throughout the day. I wasn’t the Kaitlin that glowed with optimism and passion. I had become a shell of her but I’m trying to fill that her in again.
Despite my dad’s content for not needing to know, it leaves me wanting to pick up the puzzle pieces and put them together. A study showed that for individuals that have less knowledge of their identity are “salient predictors for depressive symptoms in adolescents” (Castle 307). Throughout high school I had no problem hanging out with people, I was very likeable and got along with most. The way I acted seemed to shift when I was hanging with each of the different groups I hung out with. My body would naturally withdraw from the crowd and seek solitude, not because of wanting to be alone, but because I felt lonely for some reason and not needed anymore.
Anxiety use to be something that l feared. It was like a disease that l felt l had no cure for, and would have to live with for the rest of my life. I constantly felt trapped and scared that at any moment, l would have a panic attack and spiral out of control. It was a scary idea to wake up to every morning, and to fall asleep to every night. My last two college years were not as enjoyable as l wanted it to be, because l kept letting my anxiety get in the way of my life.
While OCD and PTSD share some characteristics, they have a number of differences and therefore their treatments have unique features to address these differences. Imaginal exposure therapy is often employed in treating individuals with PTSD; patients expose details of the trauma and their emotions associated with it, working through them systematically (Monson et al., 2007). In order to establish imaginal exposure effectively, therapists must encourage their clients to create a description of the traumatic experience they endured. The therapists then works to correct their negative assumptions regarding the incident, varying thoughts of self-blame to more constructive thoughts. In comparison, treatment for OCD may involve prescription drugs,
However, that does not mean I did not go through some sort of similar transformation. When I first came to this school I told myself that I was going to stick in my own lane and be this anti-social person. That did not last though as experiences here and even outside of my classroom experiences led to this type of change. Since the start of high school, I was this anxiety-riddled anti-social person. I had a very small group of friends and once I left high school for university that small group of friends dwindled drastically.
A personal experience i had, is as a child in middle school i was put under so much pressure to be the same as my peers. Even though I wasn’t the same, or didn’t fit into their category. Yet I tried hard to be and always worried about what people would say. Later in High school i developed a Panic Attack disorder from the stress of middle school. I was forced to try and be someone i wasn’t that I didn’t know who i wanted to be, or who i really
My childhood was lost because of this, but since coming out a new world has opened. When I started my freshman year of high school I was quiet, extremely introverted, depressed, and always anxious. I didn’t how to make friends, I had no friends, and I was at a new school. My world was turned upside down, but for the first time in my life, I could be who I wanted to be, which was myself. I didn’t want to trapped inside myself anymore and didn’t want to be afraid of what the world could do to me.
Defining OCD B. Thesis II. Causes A. Coexisting anxiety disorders (Eating disorders) B. Anxiety disorder (Depression) C. Hypochondriasis (The fear of having a serious disease) III.
Susan is a 32 year old Japanese female who enters treatment for what she calls “anxiety attacks”. She tells you that, “What if I have one of those awful attacks when I am at the store. What if it happens at a restaurant? Oh my gosh, what if I faint at my daughter’s school.
In the past, people with mental disorders have been misunderstood and poorly treated. During, times in ancient Greece, many societies connected mental disorders to punishments from the gods or being possessed by demons. But, people still tried to find a more scientific explanation. No matter the cause, if not properly cared for, anxiety can lead to serious problems and disorders. II.
From this day, I still remember how lonely I felt and how badly I wanted to be accepted. I dreaded to go to recess because I wasn't sure what type of crowd I would “ fit in” with. As I walked in class, I saw everyone divided into various cliques and eventually I found myself every week trying to fit in with a different one. I tried my best to act like those kids in order to fit in, I changed so many things such as my attitude, my clothing, my hairstyles and how I spoke in the span of one year. I was so desperate to feel like I was not alone and had real friends that I basically would’ve done anything for others to like me.
Living with Social Anxiety Disorder By: Brandi Jester Thesis: Have you ever been excited about going out and canceled at the last minute? Had to tell someone that you were not feeling good or that you could not go because you had a last-minute emergency? When the real reason you can not go is because you did not want to leave the house is because you’re anxious about the people you will run in to. The crippling thought of having to speak to others, how you will look to them, and how they judge you.
In my dream, I’m in my room, and there’s this old bulletin board and a blue cooler. The board looks like something out a cop drama. It’s covered with newspaper clippings traced together with red string and push pins. The cooler is covered in clotted blood and melted ice. Sometimes I know my dreams are just that, and sometimes it’s not clear.